whatever

Seattle might have had another stupid couple inches of snow, but I have 60 degrees in Hawaii for the 3rd night in a row!!! :) Bring out the Flannel PJs!!! :) :D

easier

It's easier missing mom when you know others miss her too....and easier when you have good family.

hard

moving on can be hard...

singing

I was half way through a song while driving today, before I realized that I was singing loudly. Top of my lungs loudly. The way I used to in the shower, the way I used to while cleaning or on the way home from work, the way I used to when Mom was around. It's been a long time since I've sung loudly, and it feels good.

when the shoe fits

I can't explain how good it felt being back in Seattle again. Even if for 3 days. I fit there...being with Cec, seeing my friends. My friends are like old shoes. ;) There's no pretense, no facade, no fluff or pomp and circumstance, they get me, they know me, they miss me, I fit. And when tears come to their eyes with surprise happiness, you know your loved for who you are...and I miss that. It was nice being back.