happiness

so for the last two weeks i have been keenly aware of how happy i've been. not like when mom was with us happy, when i took things for granted and everything was right. but like a, this is adjustment, this is healing... this is family and this is home... and i know that the past two weeks have been the happiest i've been in the past year. and i know that it was because the four of us were together.

well...we just came home from dropping cec off at the airport...and we're back down to the three of us. ;) but it's nice being together with dad, and as i came to post how wonderful the past two weeks have been with cec, and how i had a hard time saying goodbye to her, wondering if we'd ever live in the same city again...i walked into her room and began to laugh, because there lying in her bed is cecily (flat cecily). hee hee...and what i know to be true is we'll never truly be far apart.