mom moment

Screamed the good news to Cec (who walked in the door as I was on the phone with the principal), called Dad, called Granny, called Aunty Nina, Kai at my Dad's office.... then ran out of numbers that I knew (broken cell phone) ...

...and realized who I really wanted to call was Mom and couldn't stop the tears cause I didn't have her to rejoice with me...funny how those moments really hit when you least expect them to, and how hard and strong the ache is suddenly there... but i know she'd be happy... ;) and proud...about today and the past weekend too. ;) i have a job!!